Before termtest,IT WAS TPRAWKS! i enjoyed myself during the TPRAWKS! days.It was wonderful,fun,experimental &experience.I tried to understand different school,the subject offers and do some of their practical works in the lab.

COOL shit!

Oh boy,despite having the smallest sub group, my group was combined with group 5 or so called Group 4.5.Some of my freshies told me that TP is their no.1 choice."See You In TP"

So term test has finally ended.which is just eneded.Im free from stressing myself which everyday seat at my table and study and study til i fall sick.I was down with sickness for many days.My head was not well because of my last min study.I force myself to remember all the codes and end up i fall sick the next day &its my term test day.oh boy,its was my first paper.Yet i think,i have wasted my time practising the code &its not short codes its long codes,not so simple ok.heh.I gave up half way to study the codes cos my head couldnt take it anymore,or unless i wanna kill myself to get rid of exams,test and projects.Oh ya, the term test paper came out very short codes which is just like 3 lines &can you imagine, you studied 10 lines of codes x 6 different types of codes,for just one subjects?!.Thats was my big mistake,anyway knowledge is power- lah .heh. So i cant expect myself to get good grades for my term test.Which means i must do well for my projects.

godamnit!

After the last day of my term test paper,SWEN paper,which is much more doable for me,i cant score but can pass-lah.So its okay,since the lecturer said that its not difficult fail SWEN. heh. Anyways its thursday huns and me had decided to go to marina square for early dinner@ breeks..Early dinner was on him,to celebrate our 18th months.Before headed to marina square,we took pics of ourselves with Photo-me machine.First time, he is spending restaurant food on me, i think twice,one of which is SeoulGarden.But it ended fast cos huns is sick.So i sent him off to his father's shop to get some rest.Headedto parco for toilet,met ricky &evelyn and took one pic with diamond tree.After that,I went home by myself taking bus no.7 home.

So here was the story when i was in the bus.I was seated alone in the bus,plus few other public scattered around seating their own business &being me with bag of food and my bag jalan,always making noise in the bus,especially the plastic bag.There this pak cik,around the age of mid 30 to 40 keep looking at me and staring at me nonstop.Whenever i move my plastic bag here and there,kan bising bunyinye.This pak cik will turned & look at me.Nonstop.let me tell you,from bugis to bedok he keep doing that to me.I was telling myself what should i do.I wanted to show him middle finger and walk off to alight the bus.I was damn pissed off with him. Fcuker*

So lil one called me, &said that she was alone.So i went home quickly and give her the lagsane for dinner.=)

God,why do people look at me one kind?

Are they telling me that i look beautiful? , Pathetic? or arrogant?

Im scared,they look at me when im unaware or when they see me.

why?

Can you stop poisoning my mind?Im sick of it.

Now &then the same phrase to pinpoint @ me.
god knows that im heartbroken.

To think that i changed and make a better world,im still in small small world.Why still hold on to something that does not belong to you,and let it go at once.For now,i know im not the meaning of love in your book,my sacrifies are pretending to you and the trusts are dying.Im down cos a girl's heart are fragile and sensitive and it hurts more than the guys do.i think i really mean it well,if we arent meant to be together,let go of me. Stop poison me.I did my best and i know myself.