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♣ Friday, April 06, 2007

currently listening to marah-marah sayang


Things that you do, and you know I'm crazy 'bout you
When you sleep by my side I feel safe and I know I belong
Still it's making me scared that my love is so strong
Losing you is a nightmare fate and to me it's new
Never before did you see me begging for more.


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im nothing now.
Everyones' changing
How sad,very sad.
im not going to disturb you.
Since you are so busy with life.
tired.money.fun.friends
i know you have many friends clinging with you.
Those kids from camps,those instructors,those fun
those testimonials,those msn,those words.

Me?
Cause im a girl,i keep that jealousy low.
its not that i want to ruin the day.
it just hurts me.
Spare me some thought?

I love you ,so much.
Do you know that im a girl?
emotional one with sensitive hearts.
Do you care?

I dont know where do i stand?
looking now,its so different.
i cant stop crying now.
it keeps flowing..
flowing.. flowing..

i guess my sister knows how many times i have been crying.
each day,today,yesterday.

God,please tell him how MUCH
i miss him
and
love him
i can only think of him all day,
it seems that he dont bother if i call nor msg him.

perphaps.perphaps...
maybe he got someone else is in his life.
someone better than me.
he from a laid back to popular.
For my heart beat & bleed for your pain.
.period.
p/s:why is he always with his HP nowadays?
Being secretive yet too.

♥being MYSELF at 7:01 PM