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♣ Friday, June 29, 2007

I guess im like a "Cinderella" in the house.

A story which you,wont even want to have in life.
I guess the person who hates me alot and always against me - Mom.
I dunnoe why i have to say this.
But i have come to this sense that she is always against me for everything in this family.

This is my first time encounter in my life.
She actually pull me frm bed,to living room,
from my study room to living room and bla bla..
She was following me where ever i go in the house,so called "chase me all the way".
And i just screaming loudly many times even my father came to rescue me.
He was actually from the toilet.
And im writting this entry with my tears dropping one by one.
He actually stop my mum from pulling my cloth but my mum still couldnt let go of it.
She still grabbing my cloth and even my father was pushing her to their room.
You see how can i not say that she hates me.
Even my father push her to the master room and
she still grabbing my shirt until it is torn.
Yet she scolded my father for being too nice to children.
I think if my father wasnt there,i have been the victim.
feeling like an abuse child now.
I was running around the house with my self reflection paper and it smudged now.

Basically its just my cat's poo that she asked me to clean.
But i dun want to clean it cos its not my responsiblity
and not owner of the cat.Even if she wants me to clean,
why cant she clean it by herself.I never clean his poo before.
She knows that im not cleaning,why cant she just do it.
In fact my father clean it at LAST.

Now,i dont wish to go home after school.
But seriously, i have no where to go.
I dont know why but i hate mom.

I know you change your mind about me.
But i dont give a damn.
There are times where you feel good and there a times you feel bad.


Too much happiness may lead to too much sadness in the end.
i guess i was right.
My following entry had been a good entry but not for now.


I really wanna thank my father for his help and rescuing me.Thanks,ayah!
♥being MYSELF at 12:34 PM