♣ Thursday, July 26, 2007
Today its already thursday.Im feeling exhausted and tired.
There so much things to do and yet im neglecting it.
But now,the problem is my group mate.
Supposingly,we had to do the presentation slide together
but yet someone still wanna divide the work by doingit individually.
When im being serious at work,you dont want to grab my attention.
So i had this feeling i have to do everything.Everything on my own.
Currently doing the slides and i think i have to come out the poster too.
See,this is so unfair.Haiz,i know i might be someone so perfectionist.
But yeay,i love to do the things that make an impression and outstanding.
My FYP is gonna end soon.
When its drawing nearer,i had this feeling that im gonna fail.
I guess,i scared to get D.or worse F.
F is impossible,but it could be possible in some cases.
And im not gonna pull down my GPA for my final lap.
Its demoralising me.haiz.
Wsad submission is on MON.
Guess what?!
I have not even touch the project at all.
I have not even read the Question properly.
I have no idea what am i supposed to do.
I have no idea,what,when,how,why its happening to me.
So at night,slacked abit in Mp lab after integrated our SEAL system.
i received a call from Ms Chiang.
She calling me about OSIP.
She asking me if i wann ago China.
I said 'NO'.Cause there so many not halal food.
i said maybe she can put me in india or thailand.
but then again she said that India need good programmer.
i aint a good programmer.Im such a dummy programmer.
But sometimes you got to tell the truth that youre a weak in programming.
I think im contracdicting myself cos,my result states that i gt B for WBAT.
But i said im weak at programming.
I scared they will put me more pressure when im over there.
But sometimes,i think i should go.Sometimes i think i should not go.
If i can go,i go.If not,i have to accept the fact.*confused*
But i did told her about Australia.
But then again,programming wise,its not gonna be easy.
Sianz.
If i can go Thailand,i will be grouping with Joycelyn.
At least i knew someone.
I have to chiong all my projects by this week!!
poor thing.
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god bless me,please.
♥being MYSELF at 11:00 PM
