Simply Adore..

2008-01-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

MOVED(:

2007-11-18T11:45:00.000+08:00

Heroes..Finally there are the best current DVD that i have been eyeing for.BUT... i havent finished watching the movie yet.Eventhough i had all the episode for season one.NO TIME.But i will find the time to watch it.I personally prefer this heroes than XMEN??? lol.

Oh,i heard my friend has heroes season 2 DVD.OMG! feel like grabbing it but tamak seh lom abis tengok da nak lagi satu.Whuahaua..

ok yesterday went out to the clinic first but the clinic was closed at 12pm.Then waited for Evelyn to wake upand get ready to meet me.Finally met her up at 1.30pm.Then headed to bugis and lasty to PS cos we havent head down to PS for long time.On our way to PS bumped into huda and fadzli.Heard they catching Doraemon Movie.Sumpah aku tak tahu.HAHA.After had our dinner and window shopping,geaded to bustop.While waiting for bustop.I bumped into my friendster friend.Was coincidence that we met each other after so long.HAHA.Had soem chit chat with her and my ex Siglapian too.Then off to Home sweet home.

AT HOME....

Had a marathon movie.Firstly,thanks to the SCV i had great time watching free movie.I watched Devil wears Prada and next movie was The Grudge 2.I love deveils wears Prada movie,nice to watch,good stuffs,nice fashion and on topof that i learnt some fashion life.Anyway,the next movie the grudge,my eyes was already half opened and i tell you my whole family was at the living room with tv open,i was surprised that I WAS THE ONLY ONE watching that movie.LOL.My 3rd sister she so kental,she is the person who cant/dont watch horror movie.LOL.sikit2 tutup muka,haha.So she gave it a missed,and played games.

ok,there goes the lazy blogger.

ciao,wanna folds clothes

2007-11-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU,ides (:

2007-11-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

oh forgive me for i have sinned.

i am a jerk sometimes, but theres always room for us to improve ourself ....through fights, arguments and quarrels and blabla...that is where our love grows and the bond between us grows.im not perfect.I KNOW.i sucks at times.

2007-11-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

ARE YOU HIDING THINGS FROM ME?

SERIOUS,NOT?

urgh!

feeling sucks now.

2007-11-04T19:53:00.001+08:00

its been more than a week my hp is not done with the repairing.I tell you,NOKIA CARE CENTRE SUCKS! BIG TIME! i have lost my patient,i feel like lodging a complaint letter to teh company.But i have no time.Working have make me busy to do this and that.OMG! im more like a lazy ass.ARGH!...

i miss bf,everyday i have been thinking of him every morning and night.
Do you love me??

how can a such close friends talk bad about their own friends.He is not that bad ok.He is someone good and lovable.Kay ni cerita actually da basi.Suddenly im so close with the BIE girls.LOL.funny la when they came my house.Suddenly become some gossippers!Mengucap la sey! Ok,cakap sini habis sisni. heh(:

2007-10-31T00:09:00.000+08:00

This week i have been staying late at work just to cmplete some allocated stuff that i am supposed to do.Im like helping 4 people task,ok.And im the last one to go home among my friends.Soon my supervisor will be meeting my liason officer.Seiously i dont noe what to say.but today i was kinda pissed off with that Jo because of her i had to cancelled many cheques as a result my standard goes down again.HAIZ.

i tried my best everyday.
everyday heels? tired.
Seriously whenever i go work im so slack but if i goschool, i have most of my time to get ready and grooming..

at last i met my bf yesterday after one week or more.((:

2007-10-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

oh itsss thursday! one more day,fri, it means... first week of my working day at UBS.
ok,this is not funny.I almost drop tears yesterday because one of the colleague actually abit harsh to me and scolded me for doing many cancellation of cheque.): However today i made a BIG achievement! i did not make any mistake,less cheques..more and more paper work.but let me tell you,i have learn alot of things there.Operating the machine like what each machine can do and all those stuff that you dont know and never used before are impressive.But today she is super nice to me.Weird.Anyway everything went well.i got the hang of it.Anyway im working under payment team.Yeah!

you know what...
i dont what im feeling and what going on now...
however..
and whtever...
or whoever..

ok da...dot dot dot...

p/s:imissbf.

2007-10-22T22:46:00.001+08:00

First day of my internship was not a good start for me.It was my worse day ever happened to me.I actually was not in a good situation,because my hp breakdown before i start working and my whole bag was wet.I think i was too nervous.My temporary pass was not working correctly.The HR,Siowing was very friendly and bubbly lady.She made my day after the madness i had that morning. heh. On the brighter side of life, i learnt alot today.I have assisted team on admin duties for example i.e registering,storing of p/i.Printing cheques and also operate many types of machine such as franking,time stamped,typewriter,fax machine,ibm-database and etc.i really think i really learnt alot of things today.Im thankful that im still willing to learn from my mistakes that i have made earlier on.There's alot of work need to be done.They even prepared for me a schedule for my SIP period with UBS.I can predict that i might have to work until 8pm in future. heh. However,the people under payment team were friendly and helpful.They are there to guide me when i need help.I tried to talk to some of them too.And im grateful that i had my own desk, phone and own computer for myself to do work. I hope i do my best in future and learn more from them.

2007-10-21T12:05:00.000+08:00

These few days, my eating appetite seems to change.I always had stomach pain."not berak tapi sakit perut" that lead to - no appetite. whats wrong eh? And always rasa mcm nak muntah.jangan pikir lain eh.

p/s: Sesiapa ade gamabr raya passing eh or nak gambar raya pictures.Or add me kat msn..

2007-10-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

Tracked back what happened few days ago...

Thursday,0410:

Had a cold war with a friend of mine,yet sensitive thou.*lets forgive and forget*

Saturday,0610:

celebrated my advance birthday with my bff and the bfs.

Monday,0810:

celebrated my birthday and Sufen together at Isabelle's Condominium.Had some presents.An accident happens infront of my house.

Thursday,1110:

i think so,this date.Celebrated my belated birthday with my friends.As usual cam whoring after buffets and received presents and thanks for your nasty ideas u guys had.

Friday,1210:

Worked with bf at padang for some company events.Met some new friends and i tried playing with mini holga tooooo..lol.Cool toy!

Saturday,1310:

Its hari raya,sorry i didnt take any raya pics with me this year.More of Video,Thanks to my brother,his so irritating thou.

Sunday,1410:

raya at 10pm til 12am. with family.

Tues,1610:

went to school for semester briefing and LAG talk at auditorium 2.I had UBS as my SIP company.Seriously im scared,and i swear i gonna be lazy after awhile.Everyday wake up at 6.30am???..But im thankful with the allowance.

Thursday,1810:

Went jln raya with TP friends for the first time with my IT friends.LOL.I know its abit late but yes,i did enjoyed my day with you guys and spent till morning raya-ing.and thanks to those who bullied me on that day!!.

Friday,1910:

My liasion officer called me and told me everything about the SIP and what she expects from us and what i need to send to her by MONDAY.Haiz.Leceh ok,kene buat journal and reflection!!!.So Monday is my first day at work.More money need to spend now.

2007-10-02T16:47:00.001+08:00

The Real You

Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right? (tgk uh dier bahasakan aku suruh baca buku.eeeeeeewwwss..)

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

(this is so true...)

2007-10-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

Dropping by some quiz site & i stumbled upon this quiz.Go try it!
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. (this is soooooooo true.)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2007-09-27T14:20:00.000+08:00

Music: Easy

Mood: Sad

"Never ever misinterpret them.It is easy for a misunderstanding to arise due to
lack of communication.And you definitely dot want that to happen,do you?"

"Dont take the things they say litterally! i've learned that sometimes they really dont mean what they say!"
-Donald,21,Seventeen 2006

2007-09-26T11:34:00.001+08:00

You Are a Light Pink Rose

You represent sweetness and grace.

Your vibe: Kind and gentle

Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend

What Color Rose Are You?

You Are 58% Ready for Marriage

You aren't quite ready for marriage, but you're getting close.
You still have a few relationship issues to work out - whether it's with your current partner or someone new.

Are You Ready for Marriage?

You Are the Super Ego

While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all.
You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously.
Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself.
You have high standards for your own behavior. And you happily exceed them.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

You Are a Strawberry Blonde

Men see you as flirtatious, but they also see you as a challenge
Because you're totally fearless and carefree
You've got the lightheartedness of a blonde, with the attitude of a redhead

How Blonde Are You?

You Are a Yellow Crayon

Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors.
You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius.
Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way.
While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme.

Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth.

What Color Crayon Are You?

You Are 52% Lady

You're part lady, part modern woman.
Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.

Are You A Lady?

You Are 8% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.
You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

How Nerdy Are You?

Your Attitude is Better than 55% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

How's Your Attitude?

You Are 32% Impulsive

You're a pretty stable and serious person. You don't take things lightly.

This doesn't mean you can't have fun - you just have fun responsibly.

You definitely have a spontaneous side, but you only let loose when it's appropriate.

Are You Impulsive?

2007-09-26T11:34:00.000+08:00

i love this one.

i want to get something like this.

but where?

(((:

Wet Seal Sale item((:

this one is simple(:

***

i have been eyeing and looking for nice dress top.I WANT!

You Are 44% Girly

You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.
You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.

How Girly Are You?

You Are Very Happy

Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day.
And you don't need a quiz to tell you that!
You know how to find pleasure in the little things...
And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective.

How Happy Are You, Really?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

2007-09-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

Music: Tunggu aku di Jakarta

Mood: Emotional ride

You cant expect everybody to like you..

You know im just sick and tired of being like this.
Why people just keep saying i look fierce/arrogant la whatever la you want to say.
When i myself ,dont understand why you like to think of me that way.
Dont you feel weird when u first met each other and you dont even know each other at all?
You shouldnt have commented that way.It takes time for you to click with people because
different people have different personalities & character.I had enough of of this nonsense ok.

And bf u should defence ur gf and put in good words to explain to your friends.Like"No la,if you know her well,she can be someone who u can joke with ..." bla bla bla..or"Maybe you dont know her that well yet..." or "maybe,she not used to be with u guys,so she not familiar with people around her yet..."You know,You can always defence your gf in some ways.

For example,last time Fad oso say that im sombong and bla bla... just because we dont even talk yet and know each other and he already commented that way.Not fair rite.So eversince we have been spending sometimes with my BFF and fad he finally talk to me and now im the victim and always being bullied by him and Sham.And Sham,i didnt say he was action or wat.I was just scared of him at first.Cause he more matured and he has big sized.*oops* i didnt mean that big la.So after awhile we seat together at the back of the lorry with zeyra we went well after sometimes.You know,it takestime for us to know people around us.How can u commented on me that im sombong.All that....haiz..

you know thats why sometimes i insist of not following bf.

I dont know.Maybe u can ignore this entry.
Cos i am having a BAD DAY today.
DARAH UP la nari.

i have scribbled everything i want to let out.

Jangan terasa sudah .

You cant expect everybody to like you..
good nite

2007-09-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

Music: Satu Hari Di Hari Raya
Mood: Mood swing

ok ignore the previous post where i was membebeling about small matter.Which actually just a misunderstanding or senang kata the situation actually doesnt exist.I was just thinking too much.Biasa la kan duk uma takde keje,banyak sandiwara.Wakakakaka..So today did nothing much.Early morning wake up je,Kene halau dengan kawan "Eh asal ko angun siang ?" haha.And i say "Teman korang kat keje" HAHA.Kay tak kelakar aku tahu.So yeay,Yesterday chatting with my bff we were talking about kuih raya.They asked me to do kuih raya to occupied myself at home and helpthen do kuih raya too.HAHA.Then later afternoon, received a call from WSP ask me to fetch my brother home,cos he having fever.So yeay,I had my bath after that cos my dad keep pestering.Then after i get ready to go my father told me NO NEED.wth.Cos my mum already at his school.So i changed back to normal clothing.Then later at 1pm,my mum called.Asked me to accompany him to consult doctor.I was irritated because i had to change back again.After meeting my brother at polyclinic,he was stubborn.I asked him to stayed inside but he insist standing under hot sun.Urgh! ok i just dont want to complaint anymore.I had enough throwing everything today.PMS kot.heh(:

So now,so happy that we met each other again at msn,multiply after the long long secondary school days back then .WOOOOOOooooooo...We was nice to be back like we used to do.

One more thing,I will prove you girls that me n him are fine.Bluek!

HAHA... nampak sah next outing birthday hamba.Da plan lom?kay im tired of typing.Suddenly i had alot of buka-ing luar with fren from primary school to poly frens

HAHA.(:

2007-09-24T11:41:00.000+08:00

Music: Rimas

Mood: Calm

Ok,today morning had our sahur and all the sisters in the house was so HAPPY when they saw ...DUNKIN DONUTS in the fridge. *jumps around*Hmm..we had 12 donuts and or 8 hotdog buns.Woooo... the hotdog is damn BIG and cheesy.NICE (:Not only that,but i ate rice too.After so many days waiting for the nature callAT LAST today i had one.It was weird ok.First few days i had each day and suddenly it stops.I thought that something wrong with the food that i consume each day.However,they are back like normal.Looking at the Seventeen Magazine,I missed Seventeen Magazine.I guess i need to go Razidah's house ransacked her magaines.

Wuahahaha.

Another thing is, Eversince i stayed home and during this Fasting month.I have been socializing and laughing with my sisters. And they have been enjoying my cooking too and my younger brother is way to kind and buy me food sometimes and he cant even wait to buy for me something.heh(:To those taking supplementary papers,ALL THE BEST TO YOU.

What did i do,wrong?

i guess i will just let you talk to me instead of me talking to you.

Since you are not giving me any clues or answer.

and you choose to do that.

ok,lets just take it as EGO.

no, i guess disappointed.

2007-09-23T15:27:00.000+08:00

Two straight days spend some time together with you.

was L.O.V.E

2007-09-17T14:06:00.000+08:00

replica;

Ok, im so in love with this picture.
Well first of all..Im just a beginner for livejournal.I decide to sign up for livejournal because,since i have nothing to do at home.Maybe its time for me to learn and explore the different types of blogs.Its time for a change .... I discovered that livejournal is more sophiscated and more functions than blogspot.Well,i was lost once but now im trying my best to use livejournal as my journal or blog. Yeay yeay! To think i again,i reconsider on having livejournal.Too complicated.Tak faham sia.

Ok..looking back at this photo.Big group, huh?How many of them now can raya with us?
i think it will not be all of them but only some of us can make it to raya together this year.
Some already serving the nation,busy,some maybe joining soon and some are even working.
and me? haha, Having my SIP on the 22.10.2007.But i think weekends are the days to go out then.

So today,wake up early because of finding job with bf and friends.Then i told him yesterday that i dont want to work already,because im sick and tired of this since last holidays.Then he was down when i said that.Haiz. After hang up the phone,i felt so guilty.So i called him up,and i agree on following him tomorrow.So here i woke up early,supposed to meet early at 9.45am but he told me to meet at 10.15am.pffftt... so today was the earliest timing i woke up during fasting month.feeling tired and back pain.I guess,period coming....I think im so bad to him.I must get rid of that attitude.im so sorry dear.My body hurts now.Interestingly, just now,on my way to meet him at MRT station,I met HAZIQ ,family and noor,the old good damn days...I was so happy and shocked when he called my name and he remembered me.

"Hey Diyanah! kan?"

"huh?... eh haziq! ..." bla bla bla...

Hahaha,it was my long distance friends,as in they live another side of Singapore tapi sekali je nampak.bole gitu? haha.

But bottomline of the story...there still no job vacancy.I sick of it! Argh!

ok bye.daaa

2007-09-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to : MCR-teenagers

Oh GREAT news.
i couldnt believe,i managed to get my Final Project a better grade than i ever expected it.

Total Credit Units Earned: 118 cu
Cumulative Grade Point Average: ____* (yang ni tak penting untuk korang tau,heh)
Academic Standing:PERMITTED TO PROCEED TO THE NEXT SEMESTER OF STUDY.

yesterday went out with raz,kaha in the afternoon.Just walking aimlessly,and we headed to LASALLE sia new campus.quite empty not quite BUT VERY empty.We met Fye and went in to his studio and nothing much.Then headed to Tong Seng for Chicken rice.heh.(:

After that meeting ides for Dead Silence.And i can tell you, yesterday I met alot of my friends! from IT friends to engineeing friends.Amboiiiiiiii... haha.So yeay,back to the movie.The movie was understandable and i hate dummies..Scarying my life.Then headed to riverside to chit chat with the loved ones.And HAPPY 2Years 3months for tomorrow,since already puasa tomorrow.

HAPPY FASTING,babes.
(:

Today morning went to wet market to buys poultry for sahur and some chilli too.Lucky there's someone helping me out carrying my poultry.I bought 5kg of chiken,2kg of meat,1kgf prawn and there rest are all chilies.And how can u let me carry 8kg with 2 hands and how about me boarding the bus later to tap my ezlink.Ok talking about ezlink,my ezlink ends today.I have t stay home like for 1 month i guess.Haiz. ):

Ok,bye nak mandi meeting my gfs later.BYE!

pictures will upload soon.

Finding work is killing me.Damn it!

Buat orang bingit jer.

2007-09-10T14:13:00.000+08:00

CONGRATUALATION to DYA for passing her TP.

weeeeeeeeee.

Ko dah same dgn ides,pass tp on the your own birthday's month.

Oh man,This guy is so cute and handsome.I cant believe i like Zac out of sudden.

Loves his hair though.And i did his quiz just out of the fun and im his ULTIMATE fans.

i was surprised!

Oh well, they look sweet and compatible together.In fact i did both of their quizes,i was their ULTIMATE FANS again.And i was surprised too.Means i can be one of his gf,rite? no?

heh(:

Musical high school launch yesterday.And i did watch it! Its so colourful and its summer time!I think musical high school 1 looks interesting than 2.But i did enjoyed the show and admiring Zac on the show.Muahahah.

kay dah.

Thats all.Im fucking bored!

There's no vacancies for that job.

2007-09-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday spent the whole day palnning and waiting for the Birthday gerl to come and meet us at Vivocity.We planned and set the time by 7.30pm the Birthday Girl should reached Vivocity.But to our disappointment,she came 2 hours later.THANKS EH!... Actually its not the bdae girl fault but the Bf.I was abit disappointed at first when she wasnt around,but after she came and all the things went fine.She blew and blew the candle until she has no breath to blow the candles.Oh its 10 candles and the candles are magic rekindle candle.HAHA... I swear all the saliva sticks on the donuts when she blow out the cakes.But i dont care,i was damn hungry,i ate 3 donuts.But the donuts are not so NICE.but yeay,Thanks rab for the help.heh.(: S after celebrating the Bday girl we had our Supper at Newton,We had black pepper beef,buttered prawn,kangkong,baby squid,and one plate of Crab chili for me..I managed to eat all the chili crab.Thanks eh,Sham.Oh my god,the kangkong is soooooo DAMN nice and so is the chili crab.Woooo..Tak boleh angkat!

then we went home after supper and i couldnt sleeepppp..

2007-09-08T13:52:00.000+08:00

Someone is totally MAD at me.
Someone gonna surprised her.
Someone gonna get PUNKED!

2007-09-06T19:28:00.000+08:00

Ok,let me like announce to this world.
MY HOLIDAYS are here,but its so fcuking boring.
Everyone seems tobe occupied except for me,
cos im jobless and hopeless.
Its like veryday i look at our pictures,
pictures of us during secondary times,
bdae days party,gathering,performances and
many many more.

Did i just listed BDAE party??

ok,i came across the photos that we took back then.
And its was my first surprised bdae presents, la kata kan.
And first ever tortured Bdae party,konon.
I shall upload the pics and share with you wat they did.

The bdae babies were "topeng" before entering the chalet.

These two girls pun boleh tahan,ehh.Ader jer plan mcm2.

Thanks eh,kaha for not touching me when im sleeping.

Oh before the cakes and everyone sings the birthday song,they a snap picture of US.

Birthday Babies!!

Surprise!!! Birthday cake was awesome,NICE!

The people.Look at them.The whole sec 5.Not really whole.But Most of us.

Filza muka maintain eh.

Razidah and her bestfriend,Farn!

Ok dah.Mendak!

oiii...

2007-09-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

Miss everything 'bout you

from your smile to your ways

Just can't stop but reminisce

about the good old days.

I miss the touch of your hand,

so reassuring and sincere,

and the moments we spend together,

that I hold dear.

Knowing a person like u,

has made me happy in a million ways

and if ever I have to let u go...

I would find a million reasons to make u stay.

I miss you.

If u wanna know how much I miss u,

try to catch rain drops,

the ones u catch is how much u miss me,

and the ones u miss is how much I miss

2007-09-02T12:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!

LOVE YOU MANY MANY...

p/s: Click on the image to read.

A true friend remembers your birthday but not your age.

random:

When you watching scary,thriller and etc.. movies,

the guys are much more kental than the girls.

I have watched this type of movie with guys before,

they are worse than me.

Im serious.Tak bedek.

heh(:

So some might act cool infront of the girls

but they are NOT!

haha..

2007-08-31T13:38:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged by: Yaya

1) Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.
2) People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well, and state the rules clearly.
3) In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

So my 5 weird things are:

One.
I always feel fat but my friends said that im just too skinny.I always deny that fact.
because i used NOT to have fats in my body.

Two.
I always feel asked alot of question in the movie because i dont understand the storyline of the movie.Im slow at times and sometimes lost and loves to interrupt during the show because i want to understand the movie especially when they laugh during the show...

Three.
I always broke,when my friends have money to spend on .When i have money,my friends broke.vice versa.

Four.
I always loves to joke around with people but sometimes if people talk about me,im hurt.kental

Five.
People say the moles on my face makes me HOT and sweet.But i dont like it.)):

2007-08-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Day spend with GIRLFRIENDS!

Today marks the end of my first semester of YEAR 3.
One semester left for me to get my DIPLOMA.

After my last paper just now, we had our dinner at Fish & co and dessert at Gelare.
We had fun tonight even though our paper were tough that spoilt my mood.
However,our plan must still go on...We had cam whoring in toilets and spend most of our time today eating and cam whoring. muahaha..

Can i have more of this outing,gfs???
tsk..tsk.."i love you girls!"

Just believe in yourself .
Be it good or bad, just know your limits.
Gossippers and backstabbers,get some life.
Be a matured adult and stop talking about people.
Look at yourself in the mirror,how perfect are you?

Did my bf got his new gf already?
miss you,bf (:

2007-08-29T12:13:00.000+08:00

Ok, i havent study for my next and vey last paper in TP.

Not really study for that subject.

But i believe that subject doesnt required lots of memories but understanding.

Thats explain why im delaying my revision.

So many things that are coming up.

Girls Dinner Outing

wedding dinner at hotel

Dya Birthday

Birthday Babies Celebration

Dinner with Family (Father's Belated Birthday)

Hunting for jobs.

erm.. thats all i can think now.

But i was surprised that my father gonna book the Singapore Flyer for our Family.

WOW! thats would cost a bomb man.Interesting.

But i guess he should make up something for the family

since we are not going any overseas holiday for loooooooong time.

Each ride cost $29.50.

$29.50 * 8 = $236.

Can wait for tmr girls! Once the paper ends,its H.O.L.I.D.A.Y!!!

2007-08-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

Ok.I just had my WSAD paper.
I did quite alot of silly mistakes.
That was my second last paper in TP.
Last paper on THURS..

thats is ECSA

and also that means....

NO MORE STUDYING FOR EXAM!
yeapo!*jumps around*

*not forgetting HOLIDAYS are here, and so is PUASA.

All the best to all TP students who is taking their exams!

((:

2007-08-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

Oh,i've been lazing and sleeping for the past few days at home.
Have been taking break from MP.and its finally declared "DONE".
Sigh.

Had NAPFA test yesterday.This was most embarrasing for me.
I FAILED my NAPFA test.First time in my life.Now my whole body is aching.
Cant even stretch my legs straight.Tmr will be a good start to study/revise.
Because, my friends are coming over my house in the late afternoon.

ok.I think i have to plan a Birthday babies celebration soon after the exam.
So many of them yet cant think of a good plan yet.
Sape nak join? Ader pe..?

I want job too.

2007-08-19T12:21:00.000+08:00

I cant wait to self declared that my Final Year Project(FYP) has ended.
Monday will be my last day for my FYP.

I cant wait to end this stressful hectic life and busywoman all this semester.

Leaving the love ones alone and be patient that he/she had put through with me for this semester.

How can i not be free when my tasks are done, when our other group is faster than my group.

I know there will be back stabbing going on.Quote from Su Fen "Our friendship will end on monday!"heh,i know it sounds so cruel but you know i know...

And yesterday my thumbdrive was infected with virus and my cd burner could not be opened too.And all my MP stuff are hidden in my thumbrive now..

Damn it! i was so angry yesterday,and complaining too much,

and till my friends said to this me

"Whats wrong with you today?,Tomorrow should be ok by then..."

Soooo.... cant wait for FYP to end.

But after FYP its NAPFA.

But that shouldnt be a problem.

Pass or fail still i can graduate.

This tells me that i need job during my holiday!

Anyone got any job to recommand?

whuahuahauaha.

2007-08-12T19:46:00.000+08:00

HIATUS!

be back soon.

after MP.

Study week.Can?

2007-08-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

Lets recall what i had last few days.

On last Saturday,was supposed to met my secondary school friends.

But i make my own schedule to finish my brochure design layout on that day itself,

MP Administrator Webpage and MP log book.

It took me hours and more hours to finish this whole loads of works.

So i end up late to meet them.

Supposed to meet them at 5-6pm at Esplanade.

But i start bathing at 6pm.I rushed out and took a bus there.

Why?because in my purse i left a few kaching,like one dollar plus.

Pathetic,i know.And as usual they eat, i dont eat.No i eat but i didnt buy.haha.

oh before that,When i reahed everyone was looking at me,give me this one kind look

(macam tak pernah nampak aku).And after that did usual stuff-Cam whoring.

Met Affandi on my way home.

Sun did my studies for SSGT and brochure again.
I dont know why i keep changing.
Just being too fickle-minded.I guess.So yeay.
Nothing much but have to prepare for my final lap for SSGT.
The paper was alright,but i was rushing all the way for that paper.
First paper already write so Kanchiong.

Mon,was slackest day,came to school just to sit for SSGTpaper.
Did message my bf before i sleep which is early in the morning.
How i wish that he woke up and reply my message that morning.
but no reply until i on my way to school for revision.
He was upset with me then,you cant blame me for what had happened.
I was disappointed in the morning about that too.
Then i had to pay my bills before my father asking me again and again about the bills.
Then coincidence Dya and Zeyra went to Tampines Mall too.
So Dya and the geng(mak mertua dier and family) heh was with us too.
After went to my bills,buy Dya wanted bag and soon we headed to Supermarket then to Pasar Malam.I was telling Dya to fetch bf from school,but i guess i wont be possible.
Sham met us at the supermarket and off we go Yishun to send Fad's Mum and siblings.
From Yishun we went to Seletar Dam.
I was an kinda eerie place i supposed.
We had our supper there and slack for awhile until 12.30am? i think so.
So Fad send us home.And i reached home around 1.10am?
Woo.. i was scared that if i was questioned by my parents.
But my mum was asleep.
My brother was watching movie and my 3rd Sis was studying.
And i continue doing project till 2.30am.
Everyone had their sleep except for me!

And Fad was distub by unwanted guest??? i think so..Its scary man.
Lucky it doesnt hurt any girls.fuhhhh!

And today headed home after doing MP.
On the way home,i went to deposit money.
Scared i use my money..more than what i shouldnt spend.
Drop Bakery Shop thought of buying for bf donuts,but i left six bucks for myself for 2 Days.
So in the end i also didnt had Donuts for myself and off to home,home sweet home.

Call bf at night to ask him something but in the end, it didnt tun out well.
Cos he was giving me this "uninterested" voice.
No more good night messages from him too.So ya..
I think i should just cancelled my plan again.

p/s:Doesnt mean i busy with my life,that doesn't mean i forget everything about you and my life.

2007-08-04T01:28:00.000+08:00

Album for the day:Mas Oh Mas..

In school just now,We had Hey Gorgeous finalist for Temasek Polytechnic.So Desmond,Fiona and Ben went down t TP in the morning.So i did watch the event held at beside mushroom.Its super duper HOT,You can see my face below how sweaty and tired my face is after standing under the scorching sun.((:

Aiyaahh,i think not all the selected ones are "hey gorgeous".

Another girlfriends.

2007-08-02T12:42:00.000+08:00

Hey,hey you you."

lil Dya and Diyanah"-remix

yummilicious :D

See how terrible we eat.

i didnt go to school yesterday and .....
So yesterday met up with one of my girlfriends.
I meet her after her work and off to town.
Slacking at Coffee bean while waiting for Fad finish his work.
Soooo headed to Tampines after slacking and had supper near my house there.
and lastly,free ride home.((:
The irritating part is when it strikes 12 midnight,
they will start talking about ghost story before i go home.
See how irritating it is.
But they are nice,they send me home and
they waited for me under my block (lorry) until i reached home.

2007-08-01T11:44:00.000+08:00

Its already week 15.MP ends on week 18.

Examination is coming,Study time will come.

that means .... Holidays coming soon!!

Oh this is so meaningful!

During my stress period i always said toMaryam

"How to finished coding in one day???"

She replied"Have confidence in yourself"
((:

And i managed to do my project on time.

One day of coding and completing the projects.

Not easy, ok.

cheers(;

2007-07-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

MADNESS! Truely madly,deeply STRESS!

2007-07-28T12:29:00.000+08:00

Everything changes.

Not as close as we used to be.
Its a different thing now.

I may look happy on the outside but if you felt

how i felt on the inside then you'd understand.

So whats the main thing to get ready?

here is the list that i got to do this week.

Submission & presentation.

0 mon,9am : WSAD assignment

0 tues : ECSA & CMSK4 presentation.

Others

o NDP Day.

o SSGT revision lecture

o SSGT end-of-year test.6Aug.

o WSAD presentation

o MP project

2007-07-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today its already thursday.Im feeling exhausted and tired.
There so much things to do and yet im neglecting it.
But now,the problem is my group mate.
Supposingly,we had to do the presentation slide together
but yet someone still wanna divide the work by doingit individually.
When im being serious at work,you dont want to grab my attention.
So i had this feeling i have to do everything.Everything on my own.
Currently doing the slides and i think i have to come out the poster too.
See,this is so unfair.Haiz,i know i might be someone so perfectionist.
But yeay,i love to do the things that make an impression and outstanding.

My FYP is gonna end soon.
When its drawing nearer,i had this feeling that im gonna fail.
I guess,i scared to get D.or worse F.
F is impossible,but it could be possible in some cases.
And im not gonna pull down my GPA for my final lap.
Its demoralising me.haiz.

Wsad submission is on MON.
Guess what?!
I have not even touch the project at all.
I have not even read the Question properly.
I have no idea what am i supposed to do.
I have no idea,what,when,how,why its happening to me.

So at night,slacked abit in Mp lab after integrated our SEAL system.
i received a call from Ms Chiang.
She calling me about OSIP.
She asking me if i wann ago China.
I said 'NO'.Cause there so many not halal food.
i said maybe she can put me in india or thailand.
but then again she said that India need good programmer.
i aint a good programmer.Im such a dummy programmer.
But sometimes you got to tell the truth that youre a weak in programming.
I think im contracdicting myself cos,my result states that i gt B for WBAT.
But i said im weak at programming.
I scared they will put me more pressure when im over there.

But sometimes,i think i should go.Sometimes i think i should not go.
If i can go,i go.If not,i have to accept the fact.*confused*
But i did told her about Australia.
But then again,programming wise,its not gonna be easy.
Sianz.

If i can go Thailand,i will be grouping with Joycelyn.
At least i knew someone.

I have to chiong all my projects by this week!!
poor thing.
):

god bless me,please.

2007-07-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

The MOST awaiting day has come...like finally...

Information Technology Studies Club

Annual General Meeting 2007.

*************************************

Introducing the emcees for that Nite.

From left Diyanah & Shamayne.

*************************************************

Presenting to you the Babes of Main Committee for AY07/08

From left,Joycelyn,Diana,ShiHan

Here is another pinkish babes.

From left,Dawn,Diyanah,Su Fen.

Missing in action:Maryam&Katherine

*************************************************

Presenting to you the Dudes of Main Committee for AY07/08

From left,Yuan Long,Darren & Ricky.

From Left,Marcus,Nicholas&Jonathan(Ex-Comm)

Missing in Action: Melvin,Shawn&Coburn

***************************************************

I would like to thank this boy here,for his support and present for every INTSC AGM.

Thank you,very much!*muack*

*************************************************

From left Dawn,Joycelyn,Katherine,ShiHan,Diyanah&Su Fen Lastly,Good night everyone.We had a GREAT day.

We enjoyed ourselves and we loves dressing up too.

Look at us,Arent we adorable RETRO babes?Yes?

Yeay! INTSC ROX!

All the best to the newly appointed Management Commiteee AY0708.

Hope all of you had enjoyed every single things that had put up by the management committee.

Sorry if there if any mistakes or disappoints that i have made.

2007-07-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

I miss blogging.I miss having free time.
I miss this & that. I just misses everything that i used to do.

Saturday:Today,she a basket girl.Lazy ass! indeed. (:

Friday:So lately been busy,doing MP,last minute we reformat our computers.How pathethic is that.Reformat our comp at last minute.Installing software and database lastminute,simply everything last minute i tell you.And i was pissed with someone,when i talk to her, she just ignoring me.

Thursday:Few days back had a rehearsal for practicing mc speech.Practicing the dance step,the script and everything.Went home late.Poor boy,my bf came and fetch me even when he is dead tired.He came to school at night just to meet and fetch me home.He bought a sandwiche for us on our way home too..Awww..thats so sweet dear.Thank you! Received a call in the afternoon about my OSIP application.But i didnt reply her back for an interview.I heard from my friend they wanna send us to Queensland for Muslim people? ((: i nak..AUSTRALIA.But i didnt received any call anymore calls from the lecturer.Haiz.I forgot to call her back because i was wayyy buzy pacticing the script.

Wednesday:Had SSGT submission report,and ya wth, i forgot to print my declaration form.And Mr Ng was very nice with all of us.I think he loves talking to us,teenagers.And i think he is the only lecturer that can remember my name well and loves talking to me.,no no.. i think to everyone.great!But he kinda lame a time.So we ended early and he kept reminding us to do well for presentation until we parted.Heh.(:

Tues:Had brochure design consultation,the relief tutor was very nice.She, another person who actually remembers my name on the spot.Maybe because i was the only malay girl.hoho(:

Mon:Hand late for individual self appraisal form.Did not submit together with the group.Should not elaborate more.Everything is fine now (:

So today,i when to someone friendster and grab some photos from their account.haha(:

2007-07-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

I having pimple nowon my head.Its irritating to have pimple on ur side of your forehead...
Seriously,i will be busy from now onwards.I will blog when i feel like blogging.

I'll be occupying myself to prepare all this tasks that gonna due in few weeks time.

Priority/Important/least important to do:

~~16july:SSGT group report submission + self appraisal form~~
~~17july:CMSK4 Brochure Design [Draft]~~
~~17july:SSGT Presentation Day Preparation(visual aids)+ 2 journals Submission~~
20July:MP Meeting [users'Module]
21july:Old School friends meet ups
22july:2nd NDP rehearsals
23july: Annual General Meeting (invited guests only)
24july:SSGT Formal Presentation Day (:
27july:Initial Release [MP] Formal Presentation(:
30july:WSAD submission + group report
31july:CMSK Formal Oral presentation (:
1Aug:ECSA Submission Problem Package 3
6Aug:SSGT End of year Test
9Aug:NDP Celebration Day.

Hiatus!(:

No life,had to bear this final semester in 4 weeks time.Dang!

Random:

i think sometimes those who are at higher pose are so kerek.For example, my brother,he thinks whatever he does is correct and everyone must listen to him.Sometimes i feel that he is wrong.Just because he is the first child in the family,everyone must listen to him and scared of him.Well sometimes,i had to voice out means shouting back..You dont know what im doing then just shut up.Irritating!

Oh ya,I wanted to buy online tee from one of the blog shop,then i realised my sister had bought it.The same top that i wanted to purchase online.Urgh! then i discard the idea of buying it now..

2007-07-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday marked our 25th months.Yeay!
miss you.love you,huns.
I will find time again to planned something for us.
im really like a busy woman now.
Sorry if i have been wayy much too busy with myself and work.

Ok.Next thing,

Seriously im stress right now!
I have this BIG BIG BIG BIG FEELING that im gonna fail FYP.

Seriously.I have not even started my coding.

Have not even finished web designing.

Have not even finished Project plan.

and more.. more..

On top of that, I still have WSAD,SSGT,ECSA,CMSK projectsss..

Next week im having a presentation,submission of report & journal.

Damn it!

Got to know last minute.That week 14 had submision and presentation.

First initial release for MP and 30th july WSAD project submission.

Im stress now.I cant take this anymore.

Its like everyday i spend my time on MP but its not going any forward.

Sleep late everyday,tired everyday.

Everyday.. same old things..Same old song..same old tasks.

ARRRRRrrrrrrr....

Today early morning woke up and had a muscle cramp on my left leg.

Damn painful.Could straightened my leg at all.

So had to wake u early and do my MP.

And realised i had problems with the design,thinking that im done.

But its never done,Always moving backwards.

Waste my time doing it at late night and early morning.

Seriously.I cant wait to pass my MP.

Hope i pass can?

Can it be done....?

Haiz.

2007-07-11T20:18:00.000+08:00

Lastest news alert!

heh(:

I guess, i wasnt called for OSIP interview.

That means i wasnt selected,kan?

That means i can raya and celebrate my birthday here?

I can meet my friends more?

I can meet my family more?

I can have as many things i want in Singapore?

heh(:

SMILE.

I LOVE YOU,SINGAPORE!

just break my fast.
Reason because,

I had no money for myself to spend on food and so..

now i had to fast for a few days.

Great theory!great practice too.

So today received my SSGT term test paper.
And i passed despite writing in point form and not paragraph.
So in total i passed ALL my term test papers! yeapo..

So i had something to share here,
Its kinda sensitive but i know everyone will feel the same thing
and had the same idea on what to do next, especially to the girls.
I heard from a friend of mine telling me that one of my classmates was damn rude.
He had this indian girl in his group and he complaining every single bit of her work.
Especially her english language that the indian girl wrote on the report i think.
He commented " What kind of English are you writing?"
"I dont undestand your English?!"
"How the India people teach you english?"
and the girl replied "Im a Singaporean"
See,he just throw any phrases from his mouth as and when he likes.
He criticise on other people of the same nation,
without knowing the fact that she is Singaporean not from India.
The fact that he is clever person,he shouldnt be bossy to those unprofessional
people when it comes to english language.

Thats sooooooo rude.

What will you girls be thinking?
Smacking him?
Slapping him?

rrrriiiitttteeee.....

If i were a foreigner,i would have been offended to the MAX.
What on earth is he trying to do?

And lately he had been quite close to me,
always in the lecture asking me answers and helps.
When i heard about him today,i was DISAPPOINTED.

I dont know why these few days im so weak.

Haizzz..

National Day is coming,is coming nearer.

I wanna see that big floating platform.

I wanna see big big fireworks.

i want, i want .. to spend time with my friends during NDP.

i want,i want more.

more.. more..

more,please.

ok,tebiat.

Today, use many different types of computers but nothing fits me.

I spoilt one of my friends computer.

Seriously i did nothing but it dies on me.

and ade jer orang-orang yang lokek nak pinjam kan computer.

When it supposed to be shared among group members.

PELIK!

Geramnyer aku,buat mcm computer dier sorang pe.

tating!

2007-07-10T14:42:00.000+08:00

Im down these few days..I dunnoe what sickness im having.
But i think because i had a tiring week for myself for not having enough sleep.
But i has throat pain and running nose.
Argh!

Yesterday,i wasnt action,ok.I was too tired and down.Sick girl.
So im sorry alright.
Had a big twisted pinched on my left hand,thanks to maryam.
It hurts alot.Thanks eh!

Had big feast yesterday after school.
Catching up some old good stuff...
Damn, big stomach after eating too much of seafood at Newton.
It was my first time eating there and good food indeed.
I think i wanna go there again and eat and eat....
with the old friends or with the girlfriends,provided kaching in is our pocket.

Wake up next morning,and skipped ECSA lecture at 9am.
Couldnt get up from sleep because the sickness came back.
I hurt my neck,leg and hand.
Im such a pity girl.

Urgh!...

AGM matters.

AGM priority are for INT school students and to those invited guest.
So soon we're gonna hit the Auditorium again.
I aint sure about the plan,but everyone is busy with costumes to wear on that day.
I guess i wont be dress so retro but simple dress as an emcee.
hmm...
zagg,woah, the back of the dress look so short when i swing myself.
Tapi sekali skale sexy-flat girl takpe kan?
lagi-lagi kalo pantat like an jack-ass.heh.
And seriously zagg i didnt know how actually your dress look like on the graduation day.
But after i saw it and wear it,i look like fairy in Peterpan

lol.

So yesterday, i heard alot of news.One of my friends email is bounced back for OSIP Application,some even backout at the eleventh hour.Now,what i know,im the only malay girl? OSIP,osip...is like killing me too.

Random:

Anyway,i think zhafir is getting cuter each day.Aku mcm nak gigit dier.Opps!

I just remembered,i met a cute salesperson at Topman that day while hunting for Zagg's Birthday."Yes,Can i help you?" i just smiled and hehe..
*pasal apa?,pasal i was just looking around only,but not buying any tees.*
Kerana Diyanah dah POKAI!

I guess i owed my father 2 months Handphone bills.
60 bucks!
lol.

nyahahaha..

Submission is soon.
All are lining up next week.

MP and SSGT (1 report, 2 journals).

2007-07-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i heard weird sound on my way home.
I heard whistling comes from the trees which i dont dare to take look at it.
Its already late night,better not for me to look around in the forest.
It whilstling quite a few times.Which i think its not a human behaviour.
Its weird to me.I kept myself calm and just try to walk away quickly.
Its was a hot day yesterday indeed.Sweating all the way home.
I had sleepess night for this week.Im always tight up with projects.
I had less sleeping hours and free time to spend.
I have plenty of stuff to do.Urgh!

Today i sleep all the way till late afternoon.
Had long sleep today before going out.
Celebrate Haryati Bade in advance @ Kallang carpark roof top garden.
If im not mistaken.
Bought for her Strawberry Bling-bling Necklace.
I looiiikkkeeee the necklace...
But too bad i had to buy for her.
Hope she like it.
And lastly hope she enjoyed herself today.

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY,HARYATI.

Birthday Girl.

Taking the picture without realising there's a message for Bdae Girl.

The clan!

The Group pictures.

2007-07-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

I just had FREE ticket to catch this movie and Nachos meal too.
Actually at first i wasnt even into this movie.How kental.
I think its the BEST movie in Cinema currently.
The MUST WATCH MOVIE and MOST RECOMMENDED MOVIE.
It was a last mminute invitation actually.
Because one of my friends's friend couldnt make it at the eleventh hour so, i replaced her.
What inspired me to catch this movie was the DJs "The Muttons" isit?whatever la.
(:

So yeah,to those who give me hopes and advices to my previous Question,Thank you so much.
I will try my BEST to grab this opportunity.
Yes,It comes once...

One more day to prepare myself to write my application form
and get approval from BOTH parents.

*pray for the BEST part*

I think the only way you will communicate with people when you are overseas are by blog,friendster,email,and MSN.Hahaha... Do check me out!Ceh,i just think too far.
Means i have no duit raya collection? oh man.
No raya-ing with friends? oh man.
Surely my father send me money,"duit raya"lorrrrr... haha.
I will miss my family & friends?
My birthday Celebration?
My close Ones?,love ones?
i think bf will be NS by that time?issit...dunnoe

kay..kay.. think too far already.Lom pape da pikir macam-macam.

&& my NAPFA test is in OCT 16 2007. Damn!im buncit now...
My projects submission are nearer.
Presentation are in few weeks.
Arrr.. i will soon be stressed up myself again.
Waiting for the time to come.

2007-07-04T10:30:00.000+08:00

Alright.Back to business,before anyone complaining to me to update my blog.

I try Ok,to update my blog as often as i can.

So here it goes,Monday stayed back after school to do project with Maryam.

Headed home after that.

Tuesday,had briefing on SIP/OSIP.It was held at BusLT19.

Well it was damn hot in there,image the whole Year3 of ITO students

squeeze into one Lecture Hall.

So briefing was carried out,And i had many things to do and consider.

Here is a SERIOUS MATTER.

OSIP application ends soon 6 July.And considering.

SIP application will be later part of the month.

So just let me explain to those who dont know whats going on.

For my next semester of year 3 (year3.2),i will be having my attachment.

And i have 2 option to go through either Overseas Student Internship(OSIP) or SIP(Local).

Duration of my SIP will be 4 months.

Detail about OSIP:

Air Ticket: (max $1000) School Sponsored.

Accomodation: Company Sponsored.

Transportation & Daily Expenses: Own Money

Country: India,China,Thailand,Denmark & Australia.

I guess i will choose Thailand-Shopping babe.Always wished that i had been there.Of course when you go there not only work what,play and enjoy life,rrittee?

After school headed home straight,waiting for my father to come home to discuss with him.
And he agreed with it.He said "ok".
Ok now my turn to reconsider.
All my friends like."Lama seh..."

And im still confused.

Should i grab this opportunity or should i let it go?

Reply me.Tell me now.I had only 2 days left.

It only comes once.

I know my auties will say that i should grab the opportunity.

So if i opt for :

OSIP Attachment on 17 Sept to 5 Jan 08.

(No Hari Raya & 20th Bdae for me)

SIP (local company) Attachement on 22 Oct to 9 Feb 08

2007-06-30T12:37:00.000+08:00

Kin Chalet.

It was draggy first part of the birthday surprised.

Oh, the birthday boy was not ready.

So i pitied those who reached there early and waited for many hours.

Anyways we went there by BMWcar to Kin chalet.

The driver is Beatrice.How cool ,many of my frens can drive.

License not even in my hand,lom amik lagi ade.

And yeay,had some fun time there,catching up some same ol same ol chatting days.

The food serve was weird to me.

I thought it will be those kind of local delight food.

haha.(:

Headed home after that.

Look at kaha irritating-ness.Cari chance nak cubit pipi aku.

NDP Rehearsal.

It was yesterday first NDP Rehearsal.I was late.Not bath yet when my friend scalled me.

I was still in lala land.GOODNESS!,lazt ass me.

So headed ther after showering all that.

Then i reached City Hall,its was so kecoh.

Lagi2 when i meet those boys.Ok,snap-snap photos.

And off to the padang and had some practices on opening the umbrella.

Then after training headed to have some shopping and dinner.

And headed home.

Look at kaha face.Picture says a thousand words.

2007-06-29T12:34:00.000+08:00

I guess im like a "Cinderella" in the house.

A story which you,wont even want to have in life.
I guess the person who hates me alot and always against me - Mom.
I dunnoe why i have to say this.
But i have come to this sense that she is always against me for everything in this family.

This is my first time encounter in my life.
She actually pull me frm bed,to living room,
from my study room to living room and bla bla..
She was following me where ever i go in the house,so called "chase me all the way".
And i just screaming loudly many times even my father came to rescue me.
He was actually from the toilet.
And im writting this entry with my tears dropping one by one.
He actually stop my mum from pulling my cloth but my mum still couldnt let go of it.
She still grabbing my cloth and even my father was pushing her to their room.
You see how can i not say that she hates me.
Even my father push her to the master room and
she still grabbing my shirt until it is torn.
Yet she scolded my father for being too nice to children.
I think if my father wasnt there,i have been the victim.
feeling like an abuse child now.
I was running around the house with my self reflection paper and it smudged now.

Basically its just my cat's poo that she asked me to clean.
But i dun want to clean it cos its not my responsiblity
and not owner of the cat.Even if she wants me to clean,
why cant she clean it by herself.I never clean his poo before.
She knows that im not cleaning,why cant she just do it.
In fact my father clean it at LAST.

Now,i dont wish to go home after school.
But seriously, i have no where to go.
I dont know why but i hate mom.

I know you change your mind about me.
But i dont give a damn.
There are times where you feel good and there a times you feel bad.

Too much happiness may lead to too much sadness in the end.
i guess i was right.
My following entry had been a good entry but not for now.

I really wanna thank my father for his help and rescuing me.Thanks,ayah!

2007-06-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah! NDP is coming.Even though i dont received the tickets,

At least,i can get in and participate the NDP forming the Largest Human Flag.

wooots!

And lastly, i managed to complete my WSAD problem package 1.

Tmr i got consultation & presentation.

Luckily Su Fen reminded me before i doze off.

Cos i couldnt figure out what Maryam messaged me.

So yes,im looking forward on Saturday!

woo hoo yeee hoo...

2007-06-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i got a flower from bf;
He bought the flower quietly and leaving me alone at restaurant.
& i had to eat very fast as i could because he told me he got to be home early.
So yeay!i got rose for him,Thank you,dear.

So today headed school and had a great day indeed today.
Guess what? when East meets West,becomes noisey.
Nola basically when Diyanah meets Shyrul and Kaha.
There's goes my kecoho-rable mouth.
kecoh ok, at canteen when they meet me.
Can you imagine i was with my IT friends and they came

over to my place just to see me.
Wow,i was so touched.

Haha,yeay.I know they misses me & so do i.
They like hmm... you look so funky now.yada yada yada..
haha..Oh well, everyone like keeps saying to me when they saw me.
"eh,u cut ur hair?"
heh(:

And yeay, i did make Kaha feel confused about me.
Da confused tak pe tau,beh mcm "Oh my god!" nyer type of feeling.
He can still believe me saying craps stuff.hehe..

Shyrul and me go... HaHa ha ha at him all the way.
Well,i think you shuld stop pinching my cheeks and saying im getting chubbier,will you?
haha.
Maybe,we are hitting to Shikin Chalet this week.
Yeay,yeah!

And yes, i saw Madini and Farhan B in school.
I dont know Today is like the most happening day,la.
Sayang korang2 smua.

First time in TP,I slept in lecture hall infront of the lecturer.

Seriously,fall asleep while peluk maryam hand as bantal.

Sleep so soundly la sey!

& lastly i sign up to participate NDP Human largest umbrella dunnoe what it is called la.
So i will receive TP windbreaker,fun pack and free ticket for myself to NDP.

YEAPPO!

So Haryati,Thats why im so Happy Today! ....
*jumps around*

2007-06-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

I just had my whole day just now with Bf;

Shop till we drop

And yes, he treats me for the day!

And had a ride to bedok,bugis & marina Square.

Yeay!

Thank You,bf;

2007-06-23T13:14:00.000+08:00

Before i start my homework,

wait. homework?

no.

its called Assignmentssssssss.(read:see that many 's'),

heh. (:

i want to blog first.Later somebody will complain again

"you say u will update often" haha,no offence,ya.

So here it goes so ....

few days back i have been dropping by school

doing projects and meetings.

So many meetings on thursday i had 2 meetings with supervisor and the client.

accumulate hours of meeting = 3hrs.

Tired of this, man.Too much to take note and to show and come out with.

Stayback after that to do abit of the projects and headed home.

And went out again to _______* (fill in the blanks)

And yeah! Did it without even thinking further.

I think i took like one hour to make decision.

Kinda impulsive.heh(:

So yeah.Yesterday,went school to do pojects.

This time round is im really starting to kan-chiong abit doing and starting on my assignments.

But not yet completed.more to go.... (more)

Had a heavy dinner and its verrrrrrrryyy nice place and nice food.

Abit expensive.So it was a treat.Thank you,very nice.

Bloated throughout the day.

Oh there's some comments given to me about my _______*

some like it while some complaining.Thanks eh!

Im soorrryy if the plan have to cancel,my friends.

Macam last minutes la buat plan.
Well human beings.tee hee hee.

i'll make it up with you guys.

Maybe the kin chalet? we go together serbu her chalet.

So today,i guess going out with my bf.

But im not done with my assignments and proposal.

arrr.... im not done yet.Macam mana ni?

Mampos la,buka skula in 2 days time.Mati aku.

So yeah,i think i need to do my projects.

And i dunnoe if my bf done his part for his projects

until my friend have to tell him to do and remind him instead.

I was mad at that time with him.Got shocked actually.

Busy with work and not doing his project. Grrr...

So yeah,so as her gf too not doing much of the projects much more to a honeymoon mood.

haha.

Oh before i forgot,FYP students no holiday but im like taking a Honeymoon from projects.

wth,rrriiittteee.

Last but not least,

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY to

MOHAMMAD FARKHAN

Hope you had a great day ahead of you.

& happy many returns.

Whatever has happened to you,

hope you realised whats right and wrong doings you had done.

Your future lies in your hands.

Take care of your siblings even when you are not at Home.

Teach them the right things and not to fall on traps.

once again,Happy Birthday!

p/s: so i heard that i be an emcee for INTSC Annual General Meeting & the theme is retro.

Wooo... Ok im sooooooo broke now.Very.

Random:

And Haryati, I know you heard from Syahrul that,"you and Ju,so RABAK tak ajak aku pergi riding"

And yeay i know youre reading it.Haha & jangan nak kene kan aku alik eh pasal kua dengan zeyra and Dya naik lorry eh.Hehe.

muahaha.

*
*
*
*

2007-06-19T12:30:00.001+08:00

Hello there Siglapians.Message by Shikin.

She said its a gathering and its been long time she hasnt been cater to all of us.

Kin <83> says:
28 june
Kin <83> says:
aranda country club
Kin <83> says:
hope to see you there
Kin <83> says:
all siglapians invited
Kin <83> says:
91803671 for details

2007-06-19T12:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday.Finally we meet again.YES with my girlfriends.

thats like long time we have seen each other for quite a long time.

Everytime we meet we had different kind of transportation.(van,lorry)

haha.Ok cool.Go home always had a goood rite.FREE DELIVERY.*jangan marah*

Arent you happy that people send you home till ur block? haha.

So yesterday we meet at City Hall,I went there by bus,simply because i wanna sleep more.

So meet Dya first then the two couplet,the" pakcik2" at funan.I have no idea what they doing there.So then Sham had to leave to his Gig stuff and the girls had our inner at the riverside.HURLEMAK! the place is so romantic and cool la.But the shopping centre there was a bit not appealing enough.However, we had BK in the shopping centre itself till we bloated and burping.Haha.I guess i burped too loud yesterday.I wasnt my intention.It came out by itself.

After we had dinner we had our chit-chat under the crescent moon but no stars outside the Boat Quay.Alaalala...sweet gitu.Duduk di tepi river with the three girls.

Waited till 10pm for Sham.And Fad fetch us at Arts House.Then headed to East Coast bought some sugar cane drinks and some other teas..Then off to Bedok jetty.Sit there till 12 plus and off to home.Kay thats all.

My friend said i was weird yesterday.well,i was happy yesterday.

i sang too much indeeedd,yesterday.

muahaha.

sukeeeeeeerrr sekali

2007-06-18T00:44:00.000+08:00

So i got my dunkin' donuts,I cant believe it i finish it all at once.
Three donuts for myself & also a iced chocalate..woooooo shiiiookk!
i love it.
I thought i couldnt even finished all the donuts,but i was wayy to hungry and ate all.
hmmmm.... sedaaaaaap!
Wee..my top is preetttyyy,i know.Thanks ehh! im Satisfied

Something that i did today,was looking back through my album.

Those time in polytechnic life.

Those time when we were young.

Those time when we grow to know each other.

Those times we were close.

Those times we were ...

waaaaaayyyyy back then!

I love you,people.

You have made my life in poly a meaningful yet a colourful one.

How i wish these memories stays forever and lasting one.

p/s:MissyouBf;

2007-06-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hello im back!

Ok dont complaint to me why is my blog not up to date.hoho.

(:

Well,been busy with school and projects & meetings.
Sorry for the delay.These few days was a tiring day for me.
Had a back pain past two days and im gettig well today.
Slept early yesterday after doing projects designing and editting the webpages.
Tiring for my eyes.Have been all day my eyes on the computer from day to nites.

So last week was the marked of the last day of term test.Last thursday indeed.
The next had a FAST shopping.Alot of things to buy but my pocket is empty.
Penny-less.Damn.Its sales and yet no money for myself especially for my shopping.
I guess i need to buy alot of personal stuffs its depriciating and i need it badly.
Thanks for my mum throwing all my things without my permission.*angry*

Grr..So had a better days these few days despite being tied up with projects.
Last wednsday was our anninversary-2yrs.And attended Student Awards Ceremony in the afternoon till evening.Then headed to Parkway Parade.And headed home.

Next week there goes my busy scheduled,rushing for projects and Major projects.
More hands on to do man next week.Hope im able to finish my projects at the same time not only doing MP.Jia You!

Oh ya,Meeting with SAA user was cancelled today.So there's goes my next week meeting.More meetings next week since its postponed.Damn!

I dont know about the plan for tomorrow,really had no idea.
*thanks eh, dya,pandai la ko buat plan pai takde calling2*

grrr...

2007-06-07T11:08:00.000+08:00

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.
Your negative traits:
You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.
Your ideal partner:
A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.
Your dating style:
Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.
Your seduction style:
Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.
Tips for the future:
Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.
Best color to attract mate: Green
Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's" Your Love Profile?

Capricorn - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you.
Your negative traits:
Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past.You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not
Your ideal partner:
Is incredibly powerful and well respected.Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday.
Your dating style:
Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you.
Your seduction style:
Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time.Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary.
Tips for the future:
Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates.
Best color to attract mate: Dark green
Best day for a date: Saturday

What's" Your Love Profile?

2007-06-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

Before i say anything.i just wanna say this.
"I have no problems with my bf,la."
"im just having this misunderstanding with a friends of mine"Dont ask me,who.

im okay now. Its already a term test week.

Studying have tried to distract me from the negative thoughts.

Sometimes thing are not the same like before and you have to accept it

Be it good or bad,it depends.

i've tried to clear my doubt.But in the end i got nothing.

There is phrase saying " what goes round, comes around"

So here is the term test week.I be right back.

Actually right i just started studying yesterday,before my test paper.(:

Took me some times to release stress!!!!!

Last paper is Thursday.Yeay!

But then eh,i still got to rush for MP.

And on thursday itself after the test i have a meeting with my client.):

p/s:

And my dearest girls,when are we meeting again?

When's the open table,makcik?

But i have to come back to school.But still kan,kawan2 we can go out togther.

Just call me.

2007-05-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

i shouldnt have said that way.

i shouldnt have did that way.

Look at what i've done.

i shouldnt..
i shouldnt..

Sigh.

So sorry.

Bukan Diriku-Samson

Setelah kupahami aku bukan yang terbaik

Yang ada di hatimu

Tak dapat kusangsikan

Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu

Bukanlah diriku ..

Kini maafkanlah aku

Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu

Bukan santunku terbungkam

Hanya hatiku berbatas 'tuk mengerti kamu

Maafkanlah aku.

.Chorus :

Walau ku masih mencintaimu

Ku harus meninggalkanmu

Ku harus melupakanmu

Meski hatiku menyayangimu

Nurani membutuhkanmu

Ku harus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu

Yang mampu memahamiku

Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah

Yang sanggup menyanjungmu

Yang ramah menyentuhmu

Bukanlah diriku..

2007-05-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

Thats the irritating, problematic computer i had for this Semester.Grrr..

Ok,How long have i not been updating my blog?

let me see... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8...oh 8 days.heh.

Anyway, its not that i dont want to update,but the computer in my MP lab is giving me problems.There are times when the internet is slow,there are times internet is NOT WORKING.I hate that lab.I dont like that computer.ITS FUCKING irritating.

And i always have to use other people computer to print,use internet,connect msn,check mails and bla,bla...

So tmr is my meeting day with the client,FCO.Thats is our first meeting with FCO and im nervous and unprepared.We just had our own documents prepared for them and already nicely sorted and printed out.Its damn a lot papers,we already use 2 stacks of papers just for MP.

Ok.Just now before we went home, went over to club room first and i saw something on the board they were talking about AGM theme.And i was so excited about it.I didnt even have spirit to join as sub comms and i already excited over the theme given.LOLx.Actually it just reminded me of the past AGM and 2 times experiences for being an EMCEE.Heh.(:

Last year i was INTSC emcee, and this year my bf is the emcee for BIE.

ok cool.

Met bf today at the interchange and i miss him,so much.

So long we havent met each other..

Ok, term test is few days to go.... counting on the days.
i think im not ready for any test at all.

Not a SINGLE thing.

Good day everyone.

Sorry been busy with MP.

p/s: Hope thing goes well and everything is fine.pleaaasssee...

2007-05-20T21:26:00.001+08:00

She is gorgeous.Can i cut my hair like that?

she so like me,agree?no?

teeheehee

2007-05-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

CCN Day.

2007-05-16T13:54:00.000+08:00

There goes my WEDNESDAY.(read that)
Im so sad and disappointed with people around me.
They are just plain jealous and busybodies.
Going around talking about me & us.
Its so depressing to know that somethings never last when I thought it could
I am so happy thinking that this could be a good start to a frienship.
Some how, some where some bunch of jealous idiots have to spoilt it for me
Cant these people be more matured and open minded enough to know that..
There is such thing called "platonic friendship" go check dictionary.
I guess they are lacking of knowledge and have a narrow horizon
Gosh..

Its really my last semester in this school,Temasek Polytechnic.
attachment,then graduate.
But...
Idiots, you are just destructing my wishing list before leaving tp.
YOU LOSER!

Why must I have this kinda of people around me??
Unfortunately I think this will go on and on
Till I end my single life
If you have platonic frienship why cant i?
What is so different about my platonic friendship??

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing.

p/s:
This entry is for this wednesday not monday or tuesday incidents.
Thanks eh,idiots!

2007-05-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

Everyone starts being curious.
about me,my life, my friends,my relationship.

How am i going to answer all in one go?

Everyone has now started to asked me questions.
Questions,questions & questions.

Answer: dont pressure me.
dont asked me,cause i know nuts.

2007-05-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

Happy 23rd month.

Finally,he dropped by my block to meet me.

just awhile.

Yes,im happy.

~~But,im doubtful.~~

2007-05-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

I just wanna say this.

"STOP talking behind my back."

get some life.Grow up.Disappointed.

2007-05-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

You know how haapy i am today to meet bf.
Im over excited,jump for joy.lol.
Anyways,i can't believe he looked at me from top to bottom.
Like as if he wanna pick a fight with me.heh.
Dear, what was that for?
i didnt even dress myself up.
I was rushing to school today,indeed.

I cant believe that i sat on his lap just now and he hugged me.
and he even smelling my armpit.lol.
but he claim that he smelling my top.Pssst... i didnt wear perfume actually.
Just wear deodorant,Thats why i said "why you smelling my armpt?"heh.

Went out to school and bought bubble teas for the bf and maryam.
Had lunch and had stomachache. hais. saded.

Did some MP use case and had discussion at 2pm just now.
I guess im so dumb in doing use case.Sooooo difficult for me to catch up certain things.
Staybacked till night thought of going home with bf.But no reply from him.
So Darren was so lazy to take bus,because he was full-ed.
He offered me a taxi ride for FREE.Im so lucky.
The day my bag is full of heavy stuff got free ride.

Ok,MP is stressing me now.Lappie getting into my nerves.
My lappie is sick.& my father busy repairing my antic chair at this hour.lol.

Im so sorry to get you a wrong feeling. (:

2007-05-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

Im blogging here, just to tell my bf,

"I miss you,Honey!"

much love.

love "your bantal".

I know im supposed to do my project,research and gather information.
But im just taking this opportunity to say it in my blog.
I actually missed someone badly.
Smile! (:

do you miss me too?

*Dont worry so much diyanah.*shake heaad* ...

2007-05-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

I want

SHOPPING

day!

anyone?

I want to shop,everyday i go to school i will think of what to wear.

Because i cant wear the same tees and pants all the time.

So boring...

But when money comes,Budget is important!

lolx.

yeay! yeay! bf,can start messaging me.

But still,it doesnt works to make me happy either.

nvm.I know what i meant.

2007-05-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

How i wish thing goes smoothly and well taken care.

How i wish someone can show me whats life.

How i wish i am someone who people treasured most.

How i wish someone miss me badly that they need me around.

How i wish i had better life.

But its all wish.

Some wish never come true.

Dream on diyanah.

Say it, if its worth saving me.

Well yesterday went lepaking just to keep myself occuppied.So nothing much, met new friend, nur.What a surprise,she said that she likes me because im cute.heh.At first i thought it was a joke.But my friend told me its true.heh.I didnt even talk to her and she already praised me.lol.Its not i didnt want to talk to her,its because she with her bf.So yeay.Well so many break up stories,and everything has turns upside down.Everywhere i go see couples.And they stand right infront of me.I just have to take it that its normal nowadays.But sometimes, when you are alone,you will feel lonely and you this feeling of having "love".Ok i wont go any further.

Today headed to Sentosa, we had some fun,sun tanning and bathing at Siloso beach.I was thrown into the water.So does everyone.I was the most dangerous girl, indeed.Why? beacause i was the most difficult girl to through in the water.I kicked,pinched and pulled my friends.But they didnt even wanna give up on me.lolx.End up myself in the water.

On the way back to beach station..I can see scenery glowing and sparkling in the nite.I was amazed with the new look of Sentosa and the surroundig and facilities there.Wow! i want to go again.I want to ride skyride with bf.But when? i dont know.I want i want.Must take sky ride at nite it look cool and cooling.Weee... bf,make yourself free and we goonnna hit Sentosa again when you are free.I cannot say ssoooonn because i aint sure of his scheduled.Till then everyone.Im tired now.Im burnt a little.Oh ya,on my way back home at vivocity,There is a grasshopper on my head.Eeeee... Luckily one kind uncle came and told me..Hais.Heng ah!

2007-05-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

same as the fact no one wants to be rejected.
Everyone wants to be happy.
I hope i get well soon.
soon.If ...

Thank you so much everyone.

Deborah:thank you very nice of you.Tag more.I wanna see your name in my tag.
Dominique:Oh no,dun feel sad.I wont forget you.So thanks for reminding me.
Fiqo: Hello there,new friend!

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,they just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

Now who'd have thought someone like you could love me
You're the last thing my heart expected
Who'd have thought I'd ever find somebody
Someone who someone who makes me feel like this
Well I guess

Even hearts like mine
Get lucky, lucky sometimes

I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling' around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something

Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
But I guess

Some hearts just get lucky sometimes.

2007-05-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

The signs and symptons are driving me nuts.

I think im falling ill.

2007-05-01T13:47:00.001+08:00

Lay your head on my chest so you hear every beat of my heart

Now there's nothing at all that can keep us apart

Touch my lips, close your eyes and see with your fingertips

Things that you do, and you know I'm crazy 'bout you

When you sleep by my side I feel safe and I know I belong

Still it's making me scared that my love is so strong

Losing you is a nightmare fate and to me it's new

Never before did you see me begging for more

2007-05-01T11:03:00.000+08:00

Im having gastric now.its painful.
I eat only lunch yesterday.
I seriously, dont feel like eating.
I have no appetite.
And crying theraphy doesnt work.
Now im delaying my MP stuff that to be done this week.
Im procastinating now.

Meeting on thursady,and my group members still have not done anything yet.
See i dont wanna be group leader.
I have prepared documentation for the project.
Its not decided that im holding roles on documentation.
But looking the way im doing now,im look like im the group leader.
The things is i just dont want to have pile of works to be done at the eleventh Hour.
Seriously,im not gonna be group leader,my expectation will be high and more fights may occurs.
Whatever you wanna call me."perfectionist"

i badly in need his hugs and his kisses
to ease my pain and sorrows.
I wanted to meet him yesterday, but he seems to be busy.
But im ok with it.
I dont complaint,because i really tried my best not get upset easily.
I really tried my best.
You see,the least i ask for ... i dunoe how to put in words.

My presence doesnt seems to work on him.
Instead i feel i was a stranger to him.
But what enlightened me was i still see "dear" word from him.
I couldnt imagine,if that happened.
Im gonna bang,bang myself. Real bang bang boom.

Remember that day we lunch-dinner at pizza Hut.
That letter,was supposed to give you confident, that we are gonna last forever.
Your tears make me feel guilty the other day,seriously its was warm droplets.
It wasnt supposed for you to cry,if it is meant that way,
I shudnt pass to to you in the restaurant. But it wasnt supposed to be that way.
It was supposed to tell you that im always loving you,no matter what.
I was happy that i knocked some sense and did touch your heart.
i was so happy,totally happy. Totally in love.

But now..
why drifting now?..
i never asked for more.
You said you want me to be in love with you,
I DID IT.I was in love.I told you i will do whatever you want.

I know it sound so pathethic of me saying this.
I actually told myself to blog less about our problems
but more of our good memories
& it started again.
I have no one else to cry on,a shoulder to lean,the only person who i share with is YOU.
OMG,why things happened this way.
Never could i imagine this could actually happened.

This may there are alot of break up stories i heard.wth.
i was so confident that it will not happen to me.I was wrong.

OoooO

Happy 20th Birthday Zahirah!
Hope you gona enjoy whatever we had done for you.
See you soon.
Im sorry if ever i cried or down when celebrating your birthday.
Sesungguhnyer aku tahu, ko tahu apa aku sedang mengalami.

Have a great day to you.And enjoy later.

Lastly happy 21st Birthday Rafiq.
May you bless with your loved one soon.
And have a great day ahead of you.
Who knows.You might found something happened unexpectedly.

2007-04-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

feeling remorseful,confused,and lost.

i have this strong sense that im

LOSING YOU ..

Whats going on? i dont know
Im going through the darkness.
Darkness that is ambigious enough for me to predict.
I just cant believe it happened to me.
I was so happy to meet him in my life.
I swear i was feeling "the MOST LUCKIEST" girl in the world.
but.. but... now..i dunnoe what happened.

Im losing my position.I cant help it.
What did i do wrong to make you think of such decision?
What on earth is happening to me or to us.
Havent i been fair with you in your life
Your friends or whatever sports you did.
Today u acted as if im a stranger.

My fear has started to overpowered me.
I cant control it.I guess i will cried like a mad woman.
And it gonna be worse than the other day.
I missed those three letter words from you.
"DEAR" is still exist.Im still thankful it is still there.but.. its not enought that is 100% safe.
Those current messages are trying to hint me that it is a bid "good-bye,Diyanah."

I cant help it this feeling like no other.
I just want you to know,i never had someone like YOU.
Sesungguhnye i cant wait for "2years" day to come.
and make it 100 years relationship,can?

The other day someone told me that Shakir 4 years relationship have gone to waste.
Just like that.And i was praying to myself that this wont happened to us.
And today i saw him with a girl.Maybe his classmate.
Im not sure.I predict she is his classmate.
I just cant imagine if such thing will happened to me,but in different story.

Ala................. I dont want to lose my loved ones.Geddit?
thats the bottomline.I have put all my heart and soul to put in effort to this relationship.
And the only boy that my family knows is him.

I have no mood for school,MP and Im doomed.

Because you have many friends now,You dont need me.
Because gf, can find anywhere,anytime,everywhere.
And i cannot lie to myself that i really hearts you lots and fear of losing you.

it ~~dont~~ matters

im hurt.

Seriously,noone can mend this heart.

Except you.

for my heart to beat & bleed for your pain

Term and condition apply*

Always said I would know where to find love,

Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,

But some times I just felt I could give up.

But you came and changed my whole world now,

I'm somewhere I've never been before.

Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go,

Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall.

I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me.

And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,

Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,

Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,

I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.

I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,

And I've never been here before.

Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,

I cant help but break down, and cry.

Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

2007-04-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

cca Recruitement Day

Sakura International Buffet

First week of school ends, and i tell you im still adjusing myself with the school.Its been like 2yrs in school and i look like a freshie.I think its because of the MP and the subjects taken for this semester.Indeed i tell you my face still look like sleepy head/face.Haiz.

Im so ugly & fat now.Grr..

But have i told you that this year 3 life for now is wonderful.I made alot of friends.We used to be cold shoulder or not talking much or at all.Im so H.A.P.P.Y.And they said their first impression of me was stuck up and step.And after they talk to me,they said im ok-mepek-good girl.All stupid2 comments.Muahaha.. kay kay.I nver had outing with my IT school friends beside INTSC.Soon kay friends we will get to know each other well.Its poly babe,it comes and goes by quickly.

How i wish i had talked to you people in earlier semester.

Yesterday had lunch-dinner at sakura international buffet.It worth 26 bucks.Im was so bloated that it Almost bursting.Im not kidding.When i reached home i had pain.Stomach was hurting me so badly.Urgh!

and soon Spiderman 3 is launching in cinema.Yeay! and whats more? its my friends birthday too. One is from IT and the one is my GF... im waiting for that day to come.

Everyday i sleep late.Whats wrong with me.i guess i was lonely,thats why i chat till morning at msn.Ok better shuddup.

i think ...
Bf and me are way far from each other.Tell me why?

Hope you not angry with me to whatever im having to next few weeks,days, and blabla...
I think when times is getting busier, we are gonna be awayyyyyyyyyy far from each other.

2007-04-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

Today i had my very first meeting with the supervisor.We are like so unprepared,nothing much to say at all because we are so blur with the project.I think our supervisor is lenient person.He doesnt look strict but he look like my secondary school teacher MR Lawrence Koh (Geography teacher).So nothing much to mention.& guess what? we must do 43 use cases,sequence diagram and project plan.Additional use case will be updated later in week 2.So many stuff.

Now im complaining.We have to do PBL for our project.Such as Oracle 10G,Enterprise Architect and many many more to go.We have to learn all this things in our own free time.Haiz.Shut up!
In case you wondering what project im doing.Im doing SEAL point sytem for school.CCA grading in another words.Because they want to revamped it from java to .NET.The top managemnt is a .NET person.

So in the middle of the meeting i was thinking,If we can finish it earlier.It will be much better..
Hope we are able to finish it...& meet the requirement.And of course must compete with another group for this External project of ours.

OK end of meeting.Anyway just came back from school to meet the supervisor.

So after meeting when to clubroom and eat sweets,biscuits and wantan mee.heh.
i dunnoe why i ate alot this week.So spend time in the clubroom watching stupid,dumb ass video in marcus HP.Ok im not gonna elaborated.Cos its dirty! Didnt open it purposely.

Random #1:
So after that headed home and on the way home,i met this stranger.I wanted to sit beside her and accidently kick her leg.And with my ears plugged listening to MP3 and i said "Sorry" i dont knw how loud i said that to her,and she smiled at me.I was so glad to meet her.She was so sweet indeed,to smile at me back.

Random #2:
Next talking on the phone with bf just now was abit disappointing.Cause he seem not being attentive whenever i called him and i have to repeat myself.And sometimes i have to asked him to repeat what he had said cause i cant hear him.Then i was so down after hearing him raise his voice.not-that-so-high.Just a normally high tone.ok nvm.So i have no mood.And soon we hang up cos he reached his block.

And the bottom line is ... I cant believe he understands me.
And he messaged me "Dear, are you okay?"
im surprised!

Random #3:
These two friends of mine,having problems with their bfs,and i think im like a busybody(makcik2) go and keep bugging and telling them to stop and blabla...And the girls go"Diyanah,wtf u doing?"that kind of thing.Dont know in a good way or a bad way.

Random #4:

This morning my father ask me,
he said "why do want to go Overseas when other people busy coming to Singpore to work?"
I said "I want to have a better resume and experience."
He said "Dont need to go lah, Ayah miss you when you are away!"
Awwwww... i was touched to hear that,indeed he was so cute. (: da tua2 pun cute tau.
I said " I want to go Australia!"

and today my parents were in a happy mood. They were talking among themselves.Massage each other and talk about overseas SIP.

ok thats all for now.

2007-04-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

School has started.like just now.

Lecture was so dry,weather was so hot.

Received mail from my supervisor for the TOR.

Its like out of sudden one big junk of things to do.

Haiz.What a day.To start in school.

2007-04-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

Im back.Back from busy days...
Yeah! Freshmen Orientation Day Week 0

All i have to say,i tried my very best to hype them.
It seems that its not enough.No trophies,for my school.Sad =(...
But still..we're one big happy family.IT!

I wanted to join dragon boat for Regatta,but i couldnt get in.
I dont know why,but i really wanna join in and row the boat.
The didnt give me a chance.It could be my last chance to involved in week 0.
But why? I was sad actually that i couldnt get in when they actually need people.
I was willingly to join in.but it went wrong.

So its been ups and down during the camps.A mixture of confused,blur,sad,happy,disappointing.
all of these feeling come just like mood swing.Gosh!

Well after the day of three day camp ha ended.My friend was like." Ko enthu giler sia that day"
heh.I told you already "i tried my best to hype them up!"
Even my friends Shouted my name, and i couldnt hear them calling me.So sorry.
I know i look like a monkey or mad woman...
i have shouted all my heart just because of IT is my school.
Eventhough i know we will lose.But still i want to spend my time useful in the 6 days camp.OLTC + Wk 0.

Thanks to dear for buying me ESPRIT file! diam diam belikan eh...

Till then Schooling tomorrow.
TPians lets pack up some stuff for school ya..
See you around.

p/s:It just personal matters.If you think im referring to you or whoever.Im not.Im just giving general feedbacks.Becaause everyone has feeling.If i make you feel down im sorry.This is blog,come on man....ok thats all.

2007-04-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

Sorry been so busy this week,been tied up with many activities.So i would not be able to update as often.I will update soon once i have enough time to rest and done with activities.

Anyways,see you guys at jam & Hop for TP students.

Do you see that? That is my FYP group members.(Final Year Project)

Omg! im so not happy with this result.Do you know that we already settle aidah,su fen and myself for our group members and end up we group with people we dont know at all.Aidah i miss working with you,i think because her GPA is way better than us.Now she group with Director List students.Enough said.Not fair!

Three days camp in school tmr.I way not prepare for anything.

I was called at last minute that im a cheerleader for wk 0 & head OL?.

Im so blurr;very blurr...blur

I dont know to go for today or tmr reporting.

I have not prepared anything at all.

Thanks ehh.

Some personal matter.If it doesnt concern you,then dont bother reading it.

INTSC management is getting sucky! its getting into my nerve.

I should said that long ago,but i think its irritaing and annoying.

They told me everything at very last minute.Information never pass it on to me.

And they assume i know & instead of they called me,i have to call them for information.

wtf!

2007-04-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

Friday,13th April 2007 our 22nd month Anniversary & i just realized its Fiday the 13th.How slow i was.But it doesnt matter cause we already spent our day together & i love you dear.Everything turned out fine except for my plan A,B,C.Cause of rainy day. Thanks ehh! but it end up with plan which i didnt even plan to do. heh. (: How "kental" was that.First to school to settle some finance stuff then headed to Bedok for Pizza hut for lunch.Service very slow.Very slow.then to FarEast then to KFC then to Wisma Atria then to Bugis Village then headed to home.OKay.Thats all.My bf eats a lot today especially.Tell me why? Is he gonna run in TP again? (: (diyanah health concern TAU)

P/s: Im glad i wrote some sense in that paper & ure are touched by it.

Im satisfied.(:

Here are some outdated pictures.

2007-04-13T10:39:00.000+08:00

Some inside jokes.
Have you ever wonder How bra got its A,B,C,D ..etc & what it means?

*****

Okay, Today i woke up happily and received a message from Mad.
"Hello School Mate!! haha..."
So in my mind was like "he got into tp?"
Im so proud of you u guys that you guys make it through.

Ohh,the other person was Azhar,But both of them applied for engine course.

Anyway, i wanna congrats them.Hope to bump into you guys in school and hopefully it wont clashes with my MP or other schedule.

I will meet u guys next week in school,telematch,regatta,and jam & hop.

And Khai the emcee for this Wk0.

see you guys soon,aight!
and last but not least.

Today is our

22nd Month

anniversary

love you lots,bf.

Come home now.

Quick!!!

i miss you already.

2007-04-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

i finally remembered these days.My OLTC camp & past events.

And WK 0 is coming so0n next week.Yeah!
I want pictures...Please send me.

OPEN HOUSE.

Prctising INT dance in clubroom.(pantat aku sexy la sey!)

2007-04-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, yesterday i met up with the bf.Went to vivocity for Fig & Olive and also to catch a movie "The Reaping".It was OK, i guess.I couldnt believe that my boyfriend was so cute watching that show.Haha.. He was very very very cute lah.(which i thought girls will only do that).

Anyway,Thank you for the big meal.That was our second big feast at restaurant.

Counting down the day to our tenth month.Its gonna be real soon.I better think of something.

I had a very great day with you for the pass few days.

Now i missing you and looking forward going out with you.

School is round the corner.Better spend time wisely before you get loads of projects and dateline of work to do.

When you message me about the kids at camp,it chuckling me.

Whats more with our kids? kay dats like too over.

I wont get married any time soon.I guess around the age of 27?

finally everything settle in a good way.Be good,stay happy.

*sigh*

till then,I thank YOU,for everything.

i miss you!

Ok i said that many times.heh.

2007-04-07T20:22:00.001+08:00

Ignore my previous entry.

I was just too emotional that day.

We are ~~not~~ OKAY!

I was given an oppotunity

That opportunity was indeed a good one

i didnt waste it.

(aww... today was so sweet.)

especially dedicated to the loved ones.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxecoU0DFS4

Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my eyes - you will see

What you mean to me

Search your heart - search your soul

And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for

You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for

You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find

There's nothin' there to hide

Take me as I am - take my life

I would give it all I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for

I can't help it there's nothin' I want more

Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love

And no other - could give more love

There's nowhere - unless you're there

All the time - all the way

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for

I can't help it there's nothin' I want more

I would fight for you - I'd lie for you

Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true

Everything I do - I do it for you

2007-04-06T19:01:00.000+08:00

currently listening to marah-marah sayang

Things that you do, and you know I'm crazy 'bout you
When you sleep by my side I feel safe and I know I belong
Still it's making me scared that my love is so strong
Losing you is a nightmare fate and to me it's new
Never before did you see me begging for more.

*

*

im nothing now.
Everyones' changing

How sad,very sad.

im not going to disturb you.

Since you are so busy with life.

tired.money.fun.friends

i know you have many friends clinging with you.

Those kids from camps,those instructors,those fun

those testimonials,those msn,those words.

Me?

Cause im a girl,i keep that jealousy low.

its not that i want to ruin the day.

it just hurts me.

Spare me some thought?

I love you ,so much.

Do you know that im a girl?

emotional one with sensitive hearts.

Do you care?

I dont know where do i stand?

looking now,its so different.

i cant stop crying now.

it keeps flowing..

flowing.. flowing..

i guess my sister knows how many times i have been crying.

each day,today,yesterday.

God,please tell him how MUCH

i miss him

and

love him

i can only think of him all day,

it seems that he dont bother if i call nor msg him.

perphaps.perphaps...

maybe he got someone else is in his life.

someone better than me.

he from a laid back to popular.

For my heart beat & bleed for your pain.

.period.

p/s:why is he always with his HP nowadays?

Being secretive yet too.

2007-04-05T11:07:00.000+08:00

First Pic

Second Pic

Attention:

Okay, i thought of changing hair style for long time.(curl)

Before i gonna cut mid long hair.(think again)

Any of this pic suits me for the hairstyle?

The first one pic? (the left side)

The second pic? ( the left side)

Any Comments?

***************

The day before yesterday,went to parkway to collect my sandal,with my lil sis.Headed there in the evening.So headed there and buy bubble tea and ham & cheese ball.We had our dinner in the bus.The ham & cheese ball.(Aku sesungguhnya sudah pokai la).And throughout the day she talks nonsense with me.I cant stand it! but nevermind

***************

Yesterday! Wow... See that heading above.. (read that) Yes! we just went there yesterday to be the audience of the dancefloor and of course,be their supporters.

It was my very first time enter to the the dance floor place,Which is actually OK(quite small),and the air cons were terrible abit stuffy.Its hot in there, but because of the crowd,it doesnt matter to me anymore.Whats more,i in TV-ed.hahaha.Jealous?

So if it happen the judges say to the dancers,its getting hot in here,it means not the dancers are HOT but the place is HOT.Hehe.Get that joke? Nvm then.

After the recording and all,Fad fetch us,and he headed for our supper at Adam's Corner.I had pratas.By the way i just learn that if you want a prata that has a egg on top of it, it is called 'Plaster'. Those who knew it beforehand,"Ok,aku kental!".And i had bandung, and it really fills my stomach.Headed home after supper and off to petrol station to refil diesel.At the petrol station,Snap pics and of course use the van as our scene la konon.heh =).Its time for home sweet home, sent off zeyra first then me.So that my day!

thats the Pic of the Day!

Photographer: Zeyra

Good Day everyone.

Picture Click Here!

Mentel-mentel,cepat think of something.Outing.April is so much FUN!

So many things is coming up..

Double Date?

2007-04-03T15:35:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday i had a wedding invitation to Elly sister's wedding at Sengkang.The place was cosy and very warm indeed, No fans,(only one fan) or is it supposed not to have fans?I guess so. heh.Shouldnt brag about it then.The food was OK.Not bad,but the fish(Sweet & sour) damn little la.But nice.However my Abang sedara food still the BEST! for this year wedding.

Second problem was those latecomers.I think i need to be patient with those latecomers.But Its not fair, why is it i happened to meet latecomers in life.Haiz.Im not a patient people at times.

Im so glad,i had spent my one whole day with my loved ones.

Im so thankful.

Today bake a chocolate chip cupcakes.Just to fill the boring-ness and make myself fully occupied..Thought of giving my dear,some cupcakes.But he is in the camp.

Can you imagine in camp u eat cup cakes?

Oh Well,here my friend Dya,complaint she is bored,when i chat with her she MIA.Then how abut me then nearly been a month doing nothing and not able to meet the loved ones.You SEE ! So dont braging & complaining.

2007-03-30T13:13:00.000+08:00

Bottomline: I STILL LOVE YOU!
even though you think i treat you like ~~shit~~badly;
i open my heart for ONLY one person.
To believe or not to believe.
It lies in you.

2007-03-29T16:17:00.000+08:00

GIRLFRIENDS THERAPY

Okay. . Yesterday, since all the three girls are way... not busy with other thingy..i decided for them FOR a Meet-up. Dah lama tak jumpa. I have no idea why i wanna go esplanade.So anyway, we met at 430pm at City Hall and very well the only person who is the 'so kecoh' and 'so lambat' si our mak Hitam.Banyak problem!... hehe..=) but luckily she came at last,after her stay at home just to wait for her grandma.

So everyone walk aimlessly at first and we started to head to Marina Square,to accompany zeyra for her dinner's salad @ KFC.It looks yummy to me but i always eat her chicken not the veggy...&& she was so pampered that someone must scoop for her.Dya willingly feeding her salad. & they dare me to use chopstick and they thought i couldnt do it... but someone was caught too that she cant use chopstick properly...like me. dada.. zeyra u & me same.

And after we had our dinner, we went to esplanade,and chill there & took pictures.Last but not least after the tiredness of taking photos,we sat down near the bay and talk about GHOSt stories... heh..We headed home around 10.Since Fad wanted to fetch us sangat.So we took the van home.& make noise in the van especially the girls at the back (me&zeyra)ontw home.

Jeng jeng jeng...

So they sent me home first and they like scarying me OTW home.Which i dont think its funny lorrr.... Im NOT SCARED! haha...

Till then girls thanks for the day.

Yeah,i had FUN

2007-03-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

No ~~yes~~ More SAPPY - SAPPY Stories..

2007-03-27T10:28:00.000+08:00

I hate to hear this and to complaint about this.

Eg.(MSN)

A: Eh u not working?

Me: No im not working.

A: Then never go out with YOUR bf?

Me: No,he is busy with works,meetings & camps.

A: Oh! So you alone ar?

Me: YAR..

Eg.(SMS)

Me: Eh ko free tak nari?

B: Tak uh.

Me:Oklah..nvm then.

B: Ko ade matair uat apa? Suruh la matair ko..

Me: haiz.. No comments.

Eg.(FRIENDS)

C: Eh IDRIS mana?Asal ko slalu sorang2?

Me: Keje

C: Teruk la ko ni....

Me: Entah, aku rasa la

IRRITATING kan! Imagine you feel like slapping yourself or the person face.

I ~~love~~ hate Love Stories...

Forget about the new year resolution.
Forget about being a princess.
Forget about the ~~empty~~ promises

Lessen those burden & pain that called love.
&& history is repeated again!

i felt extremely hollow and lonely yesterday (like everyday) as i lie motionless on my comfy colossal matress. i kept flipping my handphone open but it was just a matter of time before i closed it back again. i did those actions for a few times before i finally gave up waiting for my phone to ring which apparently, indicates someone remembers me. like totally. feeling worst than a rotten piece of shit, i buried my head in my pillow and thought thoroughly what exactly i wanted.& tears flowing like a river. Eyes getting smaller and smaller each day.

i've been living with a shadow overhead
i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
i've been lonely for so long trapped in the past,
i just can't seem to move on

all i want to do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
i guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
there are moments when i don't know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation

2007-03-26T16:44:00.000+08:00

So long i havent been updating my blog.Simply lazy ass..=)No need to explain;self explainatory.
Nothing much to mention well basically its just my normal day(lazing around,play computer one WHOLE day)Wth? plain boring.kan,kan? Boyfriend buzy with meetings and camps.and myself busy with nothing.Just because i got nothing, self emotion tend to make me get carried away quickly.Few days back squabble with bf and over all the old same things over and over again and same stuff..
How i wish i was the one who is busy with life so called like a carrer woman.
Job Hunting was SUCKS! (kan raz..) & im so not prepared to work in industry yet.Which i certainly thinks that,looking at now situation, 3 years in poly is already way to fast to cope with outside world & whats more with PART TIME jobs that i have been searching for like A MONTH.Sungguh menyusahkan.

Yesterday met Dayah & bf;dunnoe wats wrg with the bf like away from us.Well it is part and parcel of life,so watever lah.Anyways, went to Far East then to Bugis searching for necklace for myself.And bf get himself belt.And soon his D&D is nearing round the corner im being left out again && HOT news,HIKMAH is back in Suria.Im gonna catch that show later.FavouriteYOU!

blog and update my blog soon...

2007-03-19T11:07:00.000+08:00

To my friends, HAPPY BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY!

2007-03-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

i was away for the past three days,due to attending the OLTC.

From Wednesday to Friday.Many things happened in the Camp.

First and foremost,i had a boring group members,

and all is like not high spirited like other groups.

But i made some new friends, and closer.(Girls lah)

So on that they itself is the reslease of our exam results.

It turned out to be a disappointment to me.

Didnt really pass with good grades for all papers.

I have not reached any As in poly.=(

But.. i did manage to pull back my GPA.Great!

Anyways,on Friday itself.. i just know that i had to pass up RESUME to the lecturer.

And what the heck right! im still in camp and not even doing my important task yet.

However i left the camp 3/4..didnt go debrief.Rush home and do my resume,

my resume was longer than my friends is because of my many working experience.

All my friends is like only ONE page and mine was like 3-4 pages... hehe...

I apply for OSIP(overseas) if i can get through a company in overseas.From there i can start learning to be independent and travelling.But... i dunnoe how my friends wrote to the Lecturer,because i had problems going thru the server at nite & it ends at 1159.(thats the due time).

sigh...imissyou dear